she blames herself for being indecisive...
she didn't know whether to have a birthday party anot..
now its too late...
she thinks that it might be too troublesome for everyone...
boohoo..now everyone around her are having parties...
and she can't blame her parents...
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she feels much better after bathing buried under tears...
hehhe..she dun understand why she's so emo today...bloody toot...
must be the hormones..haha...hormonster...hehe...
she's crazy..she's mad...
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as what her friend said..."life is simple,don't complicated it"...
she totally agreed!!
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she got a feeling that everyone are putting a false self..
some people are actually sad but they display a very happy self in real life..so proud of them!!
some people are sad with life and they showed it out..they're just losers...they do not try hard enough to enjoy life...
some poeple are actually weak but they display strong front...amazed...
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world is coming to an end...so try to enjoy life...die with no regrets...(hiak hiak..sounds sadist...)
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loveeverysingle friendsshemake...inhereverylifestage...
loveheronlyparentstodeath..theirunconditionallovewhichnooneelsecouldgive...
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as what her friend said..."she's an independent girl with no one to love..hahhaa"hehehe...
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emo
elmo
emo
elmo..swinging low...